Well, I want the index/position/order of the particle when using the depth map input (just like we can get from the octave layer stuff).
I may have been too focused on the normalized depth map wording above
Inside the bomber, the depth map samples are used to determine the particles z-order. However if you try to look up that value your self using the Center X and Y from the same source as the depth map, you don't know what the min and max values are and how they are distributed in between.
You may get one particle depth sample at the value 0.1 and the 800 others between 0.98 and 0.99. This is perfectly valid input that could produce a particle z-order that is virtually the same as if the depth map samples were delivered in a nice evenly spanned sample set between 0 and 1